The Pope didnt bless these because he was dead

Just had to open with a quote that I got today from my professor (Fr. Cincinnati) when he gave out some rosaries that he brought back from the Vatican while he was over there recently to see the Pope's funeral.

Anyway, too much in my life to really say anything at all. I'm still debating on whether or not I will come back next year. I'm just going to let things go there way and see what ends up happening. I have decided that if I come back, I am writing a book. I feel it is something that I have to do while I am still "In the Fast Lane" as they say. It would be nice to reflect upon myself and be able to analyze the writings.......atleast to me it would be. Turns out not many people in my life are having problems, so my advice is pretty much not being used for a reason.

Need to pull my grade in English back up. Didnt do good on the last presentation and dont know if I did the test/quiz right today. I wish she would give us some heads up on what is happening and what we need to do at times. I also need to do a book report in history, because I dont think my paper was good....so with a good presentation and that, I should be fine. Either way, my apathy is so strong I really have no motivation anymore. Apathy is another reason to consider leaving this place. Atleast at community college I could have some fun, here it is too cut and dry.

Girlfriend attempts have become a fission mailed. I'm either too messed up or they have stuff to work through themselves.

I think I need to start drawing again, I need to find an outlet for my rage I feel towards some people. People here are not very intelligent, or atleast pretend not to be, which gets on my nerves frequently. If I do not get into T. More next year, I will go insane. Atleast my roommate is now giving me a good twitch show, to some cheeseburger in paradise song. This year has just been hell with the hand that I have been dealt, atleast things on the homefront arent too bad, but I need to seperate my home life from school life or I will explode.

As a matter of fact, I only have two things to look forward to now 1) Last Blast where I will either get piss drunk or entertain someone for the weekend. 2) The summer where I get to go car shopping and work on my current car (my plans are to make it into an autocross or rally car).

I guess I'm just in a piss poor mood right now, so damn tired.