Yeah, and the band played on till I killed them all.

Well, sorry about not posting for awhile. Turns out that since I've been not drinking as much and not playing enough halo 2, I haven't had the bodily urge to post.

I've been keeping to a promise, I only allow myself to have one alcoholic drink every other day. Then during spring break I need to limit myself, with no one else inhibiting me. Pretty much this means that what alcohol I do have left will be gone by the time I leave for spring break, except for the vodka and rum that I have. I do have an impressive 6 pack (collection) though, well, impressive for one man who isn't a lush just yet.

Life is weird, I have just got back from dinner. I can't help but run through every single possible answer that I would have gotten if I would have asked out the random woman I was talking to a the Deli bar. All the possibilities are running through my mind and make me want to drink again to make it stop. Instead though, I think this venting is helping and so will a few rounds of Halo 2 (people are hoping for 12 people to be playing). Maybe if I wouldn't have ended up walking behind her for a few seconds when we left I would have been somewhat okay, but I hate my mind either way. Makes me wonder what is keeping me from doing anything when it comes to a relationship.

Enough mental rambling. I think a road trip should do me some good this weekend. You know who you are [/blatantly withholding information] , and I hope we can. If not, I will be happy just to spend some time hanging out.

As for now, I'm going to sit back and listen to some more music. So I bid you, ado.